"to take ones chances is like taking a bath. sometimes you end up warm and comfortable, and sometimes the something lurking in the water that you cant see until its to late and you have no choice but to cling for dear life to a rubber duck" -Ynot-
It's only in drugs or death we'll see anything new. And death is just too controlling Did perpetual happiness in the Garden of Eden maybe get so boring that eating the apple was justified? A minute of perfection was worth the effort. A moment was the most you could ever expect from perfection. More and more, it feels like I'm doing a really bad impersonation of myself. My father always said, Get married before the sex gets boring or you'll never get married. No matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messed cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown. People used what they called a telephone because they hated being close together and they were scared of being alone. We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will. What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction. All Chuck Palahniuk, there's tons more but yeah.
um "Abandon hope and watch dreams fade away" < playground slide poetry. and "dream as if youll live forever, live as if you'll die tommorow" "The world is your canvas"
I saw parliament a couple weeks back, so the only thing I can think of is "Ugh, God Damn, Get off your ass and jam"
"lincoln lincoln ive been thinkin what the hell have you been drinkin? is it water? is it wine? what the fuck?!? its turpintine" aint noone remember that on the playgrounds?