tottaly gave me the image of 3rd graders cutting thier wrists bleeding everywhere im going to assume by "same page" you mean intellegence/campanionship level... not on the break of insanity... its very hard to be on the "same page as me" and when i do find poeple, they just abandon me like everyone else. nobody gives a shit about me unless they need something and all i do is give and get nothing in return.
why do all these ignorant dudes get on here talking shit about people who obviously have thoughts of suicide and problems. amansnotacamel. your a dumbass. everyone grow up or dont post in a topic as serious as this.
ya companionship.....you know people who listen to the same music, share the same hobbies and stuff. I get abandoned alot too, but i keep finding new friends when it happens.
sorry to hear that man, hope you think it through well and clearly. I dont know who you are, what you're going through, you're faith or anything; but i will say that there is love in your life and you have to allow yourself to open up to it. I shut down my heart and sheltered it from friends, family, and everyone to avoid pain, but as i opened it more i have been a lot more content. Im not saying "don't do it, it's wrong." "you're going to hell" or any of that bull shit, i will say make sure you know what you're doing, what you could be missing out on, and who might your suicide hurt more and cause pain to. There is a cure and what could be your possible future could easily make it worth while.
i somtimes think about it, just, my life is fucked up, most of the people hate me, but when it happens i just dont think about it, just go write, it passes , eventualy
ur gunna hurt alot of people, i dont know ur situation but ur friends an fam dont deserve the pain, no one dose. if u cum out with that i dont have friends bull, just stop cuss unless ur a complete asshole ul have atleast one person who is gunna be afected for the rest of their life, not to mention the poor sod whos gunna find the bodie/the drain on the police budget dealing wth it
shit with my pregnant girl friend isnt going good. she is a month pregnant but i found out she was flirting with some guys. im only 16. im not making it through school. i have mad enemys. i get shot at monthly. i was almost beaten to death and pistol whiped. all over graff. i cant even smoke weed anymore im on probation for 2 years. next time i even so much as have a dirty urine test i serve 2 years in a juvenille prison.
u think havin a kid growin up with out his dad is gunna solv shit, look no matter how bad shit is it cant be worse than being dead, if u do get capped then shits unfortunate, but if u decide to end it urself then shits just fuckin stupid, i know ill never meet u, an times seem rough right now, but nothings worse taking ur life over,especially if u got a young family, how the fuck is ur girl gunna cope bringin up a baby at 16 by herself, she was flirting so wat,if u do sumthing stupid it will fuck up a gang of peoples lives, u got a baby on the way u gotta be a selfish cunt to bounce for good, sheet weve all been fucked up/in beef i got ambushed with hammers but suicide wont solve shit edit i dont think u should be smokin atm, go see a profesional- not even to get a shrink, just sumone impartial to talk to, cuss beleave me if u knew me in person ud be shocked id care about u
make some priorities do you want to be a good father? what does that mean to you? will an education help you achieve this? why do you find yourself around violence? only being 16 i suggest you lay low on the graffiti for a bit, because it will always be there when you straighten out the rest of your life normally id say use the fact youre a minor to do something illegal, but when you have a baby on the way and need to improve in school you have to change how your living your life plus graffiti can exist without beef or violence, you just need to look harder
myfst is right man, unless ur unimagenably dope enuff to make a career outta it graf is just a pass time, u got bigger fish to fry
im fucked up right now... like my head is spinning. chillin alone in my room trying to lax out with sum beats.. headies,vics,yay,addies. my brain is on the fritz. no one in the house is conscious. if the music skips i think ill lose it.
thats why ipods rock... but really why would u loose it, its just a skip man.. not worth hurting your self over smoke a dirty and throw on some clowning comedy.. that adderals probably whats fucking u up man, the come down with speed is liek that
bump my beats... they chill here ya go... chur up mane, u got drugs, get lifted and be happy, that my motto homie... http://download.yousendit.com/0E6728F000190F4B Gesus - Baby im dizzy